I've never felt alone... 'til I met you

2006-12-17T14:11:00.000+08:00

RANDOM

Grabe. Sobrang pagod and busy ako the past few days. Damnit. tinatamad na talga ako magblog. damn, dami din ngyayre sa buhay ko ngayon. Wala naman ako malabasan, kase ayoko maglabas. hehe. may crush ako. alam ni lala sino yun. heheh. wala lang. kase, after 4 years, nakita ko ulit sha, at gwapo talga. heheh =) behlats.

grabe. tignan nyu mga pics ko sa multiply. NOTHING BEATS HS talaga. =)

Uyyy. waw. somebody hates me. haha. hindi na bago saakin yan. and hey! =) Parang kilala na kita, dalawa lang naman pinagpipilian ko eh.. girl at boy. .pero feeling ko, lalaki, hahah =)
behlats =)

2006-12-09T21:12:00.001+08:00

Can you name 13 of ur classmates in
HS that u can think of right off
the top of your head. Don't read the
questions underneath until you write
the names of all 13 people.

here goes...

1. Lala
2. Case
3.Carlos
4. Corinne
5. Marlouie
6. Pat
7. Florie
8. Luis
9. Sam
10. Trisky
11. Tantan
12. Jenny
13. Regine

How did you meet 10?
= A schoolamate since kindergarten =)

What would you do if you had never met
1?
= nice ques. anyways, i wont be this happy and complete. i swear.

What would you do if 6 and 2 date?
= OMG! nice one agen. =) they're bestfriends kaya. and damn, kung mag date man sila,
waw! heheheh.. gudlak! =)

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
= a lot of times already. =)

Do you think 3 is cute?
= wahhhhhh.. is he? hehehe. yeah, in some pervy ways.

How did you get to know 8?
= classmates nung 3rd year, partner lagi sa tilap at buddy sa jogging

Would you ever go on a date with
number 12?
= jenny? date? hehhehe

What's 7's Favorite color?
= yellow green =))

What would you do if 5 confessed they
loved you?
= hMm.. lagi naman ehh!! walang araw na hnd nya snabeng mahal nya ko, pramis. hehehe =)

Fact about 9:
= she's so coño

Who is 4 going out with?
= none =)

who is number 5 to you?
= friend =)

Would you ever live with 13?
= shurr. hehehe

Is 2 single?
= i dnt thnk so..

Where does 7 live?
= balaleng bantay.

What do you think about 3?
= caloy? a certified pervy. .ehhehe

What's the best thing about number 8?
= he can laugh at the corniest joke and will agree sa lahat ng mga walang kwentang kwento sa buhay. very funny kase weird! =)) piZzz!

What do you like about number 11?
= very practical. very sweet.

Favorite Memory with 1?
= everythng.. specially, nung retreat . my roomate! =))

2006-12-09T21:12:00.000+08:00

2006-12-08T14:50:00.000+08:00

SABI KO NAMAN KASE SAYO OK LANG YAN E.
SABI KO NAMAN KASE HAYAAN MO NALANG.
SABI KO NAMAN KASE TULUNGAN MO NALANG SARILI MO.
SABI KO NAMAN KASE KAYA MO YAN E.
SABI KO NAMAN KASE ANDITO LANG AKO.
SABI KO NAMAN KASE NASASAKTAN NA AKO E.
SABI KO NAMAN KASE HINDI KITA IIWAN.
SABI KO NAMAN KASE MAGLET GO KA NALANG.

TAPOS ANO? AALIS KA. MAGDRDROP KA NA. PAANO NA AKO?
PAANO NA SI CA? PAANO KAME? HA? HA? HA?

AKALA KO BA WALANG IWANAN? 3MONTHS NALANG, WAG MO NAMAN SIRAIN BUHAY MO DAHIL SAKANYA. NASASAKTAN KAMI SA NAKIKITA NAMIN SAYO. HINDI KA ALONE. INIISIP MO LANG YAN. GUMISING KA. PLEASE LANG. =(

2006-12-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

BOREDDDDDD!

1.) Single, Taken, or Crushin?
- single

2) Are you happy with where you are?
- physically, yes.. shempre, harap ng PC ehh.. emotionally? yeah... contented!

3) When you meet the right person, do
you fall fast?
- kinda. well, its weird kase, im into self-denial. but with my sitch right now,
hindi! =)

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- ofcourse, hayyy..

5) Do you believe that there are
certain
circumstances where cheating is ok?
- cheating? relationships? school? well, depends. sa school, minsan minsan, napagkakatuwaan,
pero sa relationship, NO NO! tskk ..

6.) Would you ever take back a cheater?
- it depends. hay nako. sumtyms kase u see their effort naman ehh.. pero,
it ol depends kase talaga.

7) Have you talked about marriage with
another person????
- yeah! =) ahahahah! =) and like, my names na nga mga anak namin eh..
wahtever. =)

8) Do you want children?
- ofcoursE! =) and, just this morning, iniisip ko na sila. =)

9) How many?
- 3! =) no more, no less. =)

10) --- bakit alang ten, cams? heheheh

11) If somebody liked you right now,
what
do you think is a cool way to let you
know?
- come here sa house, deretchahang usapan ba? hehehe =), pero,
wag na muna ngayon pls, ayoko pa.=)

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
- hahahahhahahha.. like cams, no comment.

13) Do you believe love at first sight
exists?
- hell no! =/

14) Do you believe in celebrating
anniversaries?
- dapat lang na may celebration, o kung long distance man, ahemm, bsta, may way parin dpat of celebrating. ay nako noh! girls will always be girls. aminin! =)

15) Do you believe that you can change
someone?
- yes, i strongly believe. =) trust me, hehehe =)

16) If u could get married anywhere,
where would it be (money's not an
option)?
- hawaii. =)

17) Do you have feelings for someone
right now?
- none =)

18) Have you ever wished you could've
had someone but you couldn't?
- nah.. really. =)

19) Have you ever broken a heart?
- maybe. But, naman noh! Aminin nyo, masaya naman na kayo, o atleast dba? hehhehe. =)

20) Would you ever fight somebody over
your significant other?
- yes. really. i will.

21) Is there anything you want to say
to
your ex?
- di tau bitter, ha? =)

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im hella bored mehn. nakakatamad din kase ng mga ngyayri. dko maintndhan. kung kelan ang saya saya ko na, saka naman dadating ung bagong problema. lala, wag kase! =( ... so, long weekend nanamn, ala nanaman pasok bukas, pero. pero. exam week na nextweek. buti sana kung 3rd qua lang, e naman! NSAT pa.. =( bukas, pnta ko skul, may meeting para sa variety show, at magpapack kami for rummage sale with the aspirants. saturday naman, bigay puso. partner ko si rey an, oh rey, san natin ipapashal si boy no. 32? hehehhe. lalaki rin ba kina ralp at nicole? hehehe. anyway, so ayun, tas sunday, family day namin, no use, ala naman pupunta sakin. tska, may pupunta nga ba? kJ batch namen, asar! =(( ... jampacked. pano pa ako neto? hhehehehe.. tawa tawa.

may galit saakin. sorry. may di nakakaintindi sakin, pasensha. may nagpahiya saakin, bakit ka ganean? may nagtetex saakin ng 'cant wait to see u', hala wag naman!, may nahihiya saakin, naku ading wag ka nga, ayos lang un. may mangiiwan saakin, naman! wag kase! ...

2006-11-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

Am off to Manila with my mum and my lil bro later. 8pm pu trip ko. Al take my San Beda Entrance Exams on Saturday. Hay. Exam manen! Anyways, sige na. AL pack pa. ingats. wE'll miss you.. will you miss me too, __________________________?? hehheeh.. ayapu!

Last friday, sobrang pagod ako dahil narin siguro sa kakatawa. I mean, twas a VAIN CAT day talaga. Samahan pa ng Cam, naku! san kapa??? heheh

pau, bea and me...

Bea, rey ann and me

Bea, Aub, Rozbel and me

ME and Bea

ME and the officers.

2006-11-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

I'm not really sure If I am okay or not. Well, yes, it's way way different for me now. I am not dependent on somebody as what I have used to for years. I learned to deal with reality on my own, but ofcourse, nanjan parin naman mga friends ko. I am fine with my stat . I am contented. I have no regrets. I was and is happy. As I always say, sarili ko naman ngayon. Please let me. I'm okay with HIM. No constant communication, but I was able to talk to him. And yes, its official. I am not supposed to be talking about this talaga, I wanted to keep it nalang, pero, andaming issues. Kinokonsensha, pinapakialam ang mga bagay bagay. Alam ko hindi sa nakikialam kayo, siguro nga malasakit lang, pero wag niyo naman gawan ng kwento, worst, haluan ng ibang rason. It was because of something po, na kaming dalawa nalang ang makakaalam ng rason, because, ayaw naming may masiraan sa aming dalawa. Walang third party. Walang kung anu ano jan. Let's just say, we need time for ourselves din. Un na un.

Thank you!

2006-11-26T10:49:00.000+08:00

eanee27: kase
eanee27: i just feel so blessed
eanee27: hnd ko alam
redfossil_09: ha?
redfossil_09: gulo mo
eanee27: kung tlgang meant ng nawala skin si byh
eanee27: at nabgyan ako ng mga kebgan
eanee27: wai
eanee27: t
eanee27: kasi
eanee27: ganto un
eanee27: anyways
eanee27: kase
eanee27: i was contemplating
eanee27: kase
eanee27: for the past few days
eanee27: tlgang alam mu naman na
eanee27: dameng bumabatikos
eanee27: sakin
eanee27: tas si alam mu
eanee27: pa
eanee27: ganun sha
eanee27: nung isang araw naman
eanee27: nabasa ko sa misyon mag
eanee27: ung tungkol sa friendship en oL
eanee27: i meAn
eanee27: i was crying a while ago
eanee27: and still is
eanee27: because
eanee27: for years, i felt that i wasnt a worth keeping frienda
eanee27: *friend
eanee27: kase
eanee27: walang tumatagal sakin
eanee27: true
eanee27: i have my friends
eanee27: pero
eanee27: i cant open up
eanee27: i cant speak out
eanee27: then i realized
eanee27: since before pa
eanee27: na ikaw tlga ung nakakaintndi sakin
eanee27: ung anjan para skin at all times
eanee27: then there comes caloy and ung tatay ko
eanee27: i was lyk
eanee27: praying talaga
eanee27: sana
redfossil_09: pinapaiyak mo naman ako e
eanee27: before i graduate
eanee27: mahanap ko na ung mga hnahanap ko
eanee27: ung life na gsto ko
eanee27: that's wen i risked HIM
eanee27: na alam ko
eanee27: al lose one, at wala akong mga kaibigan na alam kong anjan
eanee27: alam kong magisa lang ako
eanee27: ngem, nagulat nlg ako
eanee27: na anjan kau
eanee27: para tulungan ako
eanee27: hnde ko inexpek toh
eanee27: dat made me strong pu.. ol of u
eanee27: hnd ko alam pano ko ssbhn
eanee27: pano ko ipapakita
eanee27: pero la, thanks talga
eanee27: >:D<
redfossil_09: its okay..'
redfossil_09: yun lng masasabi ko..
redfossil_09: its okay
redfossil_09: ska thank you..
redfossil_09: yun lng.. :)
redfossil_09: >:D<
eanee27: hayyy
eanee27: sbe ko nga kay u noe
eanee27: i dnt consider u as my best friend
eanee27: kase
eanee27: hnd ko kelangn twagin kang best
eanee27: kase true friend kita
redfossil_09: wala akong masabi..
eanee27: iilan lng mga taong ganean
redfossil_09: cguro nga nakakrelate lng tlga ko sayo nee
redfossil_09: kase like what i've said to mario
redfossil_09: nawala na lhat sken..
redfossil_09: friends
redfossil_09: pag nawala si gum
redfossil_09: wala na tlga
redfossil_09: yeah meron sila pero ndi ko alam..
redfossil_09: lumalayo loob ko sknila..
redfossil_09: kaya sabi ko kay gum wala na akong ibang kasama.. si marnee and caloi na lng kasundo ko..
redfossil_09: yun din naman ang di ko maintindihan sa iba
redfossil_09: kng bt sila galit sau..
redfossil_09: e mabait ka naman..
redfossil_09: madaling pakisamahan..
redfossil_09: yun ang pangit nagju2dge sila agad
redfossil_09: hay naku..
redfossil_09: bsta.. andito lng ako.. ndi man kita masamahan lagi sa skool pero pag my prob ka
redfossil_09: always ready ako
redfossil_09: haha
eanee27: alam ko un
eanee27: kaya nga ako thankful
eanee27: siguro nga la may nakatatak na sakanilang image ko
eanee27: ayaw ko naman magplease ng ibang tao
eanee27: hnd ko naman kau plinease pero dmatng kau
eanee27: kahit si cA
eanee27: kahit inaasar ko en oL
eanee27: hnd naman ako nagpasipsip para
eanee27: mgng cLose kame
eanee27: nasa tao rn lng cguro un
eanee27: ayoko naman ipilit sarili ko
eanee27: tumatanda na tau
eanee27: marerealize dn nila un
redfossil_09: tama..

If there's one reason for me to be happy, ish dat i've found my true friends na. Lala, Caloy and JOkko. Alam na nila how much they mean to me. Si lala at si CAloy alam na alam kase lagi ko naman nkakasama. aT si dad, kahit sa tex/chat lang, natutulungan nako ng sobra sobra. My mum sed, i look better daw. I kse, no worries na e. I mean, nagpapakasaya nalang talaga ako. And I have never felt these things talaga. Lala, nakausap naman na kita.. alam mu na pu lahat lahat. sobrang thanks talaga. Ca, sapul na sapul lahat ng advices mo. from my troubles with mam villegas, to the deepest problems, u just noe the perfect words to make me feel a whole lot better. Jokkodile, huy! dati pa namn tayo close, simula nung nagstart ang cukoo. MAs nga lang sgro ngaun, kase, cuby ish alone. thanks for not leaving me pu. heheh. friEndsforever parE, u noE da rest! =)

hayyyyyyyyyyyy.. nagdrama! =)

2006-11-25T09:08:00.000+08:00

Naghahalungkat ako ng mga documents sa comp namin kanina, nakita ko ung powerpoint na ginawa ko for RHGP last year. Pics ko with ellinee, with milkyway. Nakatext ko si mikoy kagabi, nagulat ako, kase d naman talaga un nagpaparamdam. Miss na daw nya ako. Never kami naging close ni mikoy. Si louie lang tlga close ko sa kanila. Ngem, miss ko na silang lahat. mga kasa kasama ko nung tyms na, talagang sobrang bored nako sa buhay ko. puro problema kase, so ayun,

Nakita ko rin sa powerpoint, ung mga pics nung debut ng ate ko. ang bata palang ng itsura ko nun. hay nako. anyways, wala naman ngyyre ngaun. except sa mga napaka lagkit na tngn ng mga tao sken. mga nakakairita. wats wrong with me ba? ha? ha?

We went sa church kanina lang, 830pm, vigil lang po.. WE prayed, glorious, joyful, and sorrowful mysteries. Tas, lakad pnta chowking, tas pnta jabee, take out lng tas kaen nmin dto bahay.. hehehe. wala lang. =) trip. hehehe. astig nga, number namn sa chow e, 91 tas sa jabee e, 19.. san kapa? hehehe.. sharing.. anyhu, pics pu:

2006-11-23T18:01:00.000+08:00

ISH A WEIRDY WEIRDY DAY...

I entered kanina sa classroom, and as usual, sisigaw lang ako ng lala! or carLos! sa kahit kanino sa kanilang meron, thEn was surpriSed nung nakita kong umiiyak ung isang girlfriend ko w/ her hubby. Ako naman, I went away nalang agad, kasi i knEw dey neEded tym to tok. so ok, lumayo nako, pero sa isip ko, may mga questions nanaman. I was asking myself, if it feels good ba to see your friend cry because of LOVE, na sobrang petty pa ang rason. Then, i was reminded, ganun din ako, 2years ago, way back 2nd year. and then i realized, that it's not bad after all ung feeling ng di committed. nakakaawa akong tignan. nahihirapan ako para sa taong nakikita kong umiyak. my point here ish dat, it feels good na i'm not committed. no worries, may freedom, care free ka tlga.. Ngem, nothing beats the assurance of ur partner, the lambings, the mushy mesejes and oL. Sa sitch ko nga lang, haD enaf of loVey dovEys na, for myseLf naman siguRo.. tym for chE ars (rYt mum?) for h.s momEnts, foR brkAda trippinGs, bsTa un na un.

girL, so much to do pa.. no usE suLking. i love you, la! =)
TAWA NALANG TAYO.

Nakaoffend nanaman ako ng classmate ko, same barkada, anu bang laban ko dun? di ako magsasalita kase, aminado ako, kasalanan ko, wag na natin palakihin, nagiging immature lang lahat eh.. di naman ako defensive, tama ng nakantyawan kita at napahiya moko. nakaganti ka naman na diba? sobra sobra pa? ok na un. =)
TAWA NALANG TAYO.

Fcuk. Kamusta naman ang mga shonga moments ko ngayong araw na 'toh?AT i-add ko narin ung ka-shonga'n ko kahapon.

1. (yesterday), During drafting class, Sir Paz told us to bring out 1/4 sheet of paper, I was busy laughing and at the same time reviewing with marlouie, aby and pat, when suddenly, sir paz asked "where should dimension lines be properly placed?", eh me, who was at that time, memorizing that no.1 rule, was eager to answer "BETWEEN VIEWS!" and was stared histerically by 50 students and of course, our teacher. know why? Kasi, no.1 question na pala un. I thot, nagrereview palang kami. Sobrang namula at pinagpawisan talga ako. mangibabain!
(pasalamat kau,bonus na un!)

2. During calculus class, lala sat beside me kase my quiz sa calcu, review for trigo, kase para sa NCAE. so trigo un, favorite, so si lala, punta naman sa tabi ko. So, nagstart na ung quiz, aba at may pa square root of 3, 2 and 1 pa kong nalalaman. ngem, tama naman ako axually duon e.. heheh. so anyway, iniinsist ko kay lala na tama na ung 15 square root of 3, pero sha, may pinipilit din ibang answer, hanggang sa, binawi ni sir rapanut ung quiz, so inansweran nalng namin, ako naman, pinagmamayabang kong korek ung answer ko, only to find out, si lala pa ang may korek. kamusta naman ang pagmamayabang. eehehehe..
(chamba lala! hahahah. piZz)

3. Club meeting ngayon, pero since, wala magawa sa club namEn, punTa ko kay mAm aStom to ask sumtnG. tRafik sa harap ng offiCe so sa othEr way ako dumaan, inuunahan ko si lala, tas nung paakyat naku sa stairs sa may financE, nadulas ako, at sa harap pa ng mga aspayrants na lalaki. damn, nakita talga nila ko. at ako, pumunta skanila, nakipagtwanan. so nung fall in nila, dey cant stop laughng.. hahah.. =) sira kau.. pasalamat kau, d ako sensitive na tnatwanan nyu lng ofCer nyu.. hahahah =)..

yan lng maalala ko, ngem madame pa tlGa. mangibabain. ang care free ko. hahaha.
nextym ulets,

pretendng to be happy kuno, heheh.. iono wats going on pare. u just need tym.
al owes be around! =)

TAWA NALANG TAYO!

2006-11-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

SHEBETIN! =)

WEeeee.. I'm shebentin na.. I'm tinatamad to makE kwentO da happeninGs nung nAsa maniLa ako e, tgnAn nyo nLg mga piXies:

MULTIPLY

Me sooo happy nung times na un,, thanKs sa lahat lahat ng ngReet skEn.. sobrAng thanks tLGa.. dko kyLngn isa isAhin, kiLalA nyu namAn na mgA sariLi nyu.,.

BARY! huy.. saLAmat sa paggAWa ng entRy para sken, antotPuL mu, prAmis, saLAmt tLGa. hnD ko maExprEss e, bsTa, thankS tLga. at tLgang nAsabik naman ako bsAhin un nung ininfOrm mu akoo.. sALamat uLi.

MoM cuRty! saLAmat sa giFt mu skEn. isshoooo toTfuL of yU po.. ayLaykit.. magpapataba lng ng onTe, para mas kaSya pa! hehhe. =) my siS likEs it too! hehehe =) thankS pu TLga.. aprEciate ku po.. =) muWah

dAd CusOme. naguLat ako nung tumAwag ka para lang mgGrit. infEirness, kaW una ngriT sken. hehehe.. thaNks sa Effort pu, dko tLga expek un.. taTay nga tLGa kita. =) saLAmat dn 4 being thER sa tymS na naGdrAdraMa ako. e, sALamt sa paSensha!

LaLa! saLAmat ksE hiNug moKo beFore my bDay, anD everyday since ThEN hinuhuG mo na AKo.. aLAm mo lhaT lahT ng ngYyre skeN ngaun, thnX tLga. aLAm mong kyLangn kO ung huG na yun, hehhehe. =) thaNks girL, loVE you! =)

Sa lahat dn ng pumunTa nunG ceLEb ko, thAnks sA tym pU. si Teh aien na May cLas pa, tLgng pumunTA. mom, dAd, baRy, muy, Carl, eLdon andCouz mikA.. thanks tLGa.. haD a gReat tyM pu! as in.. daLiyu momEnts en oL.. oPe u enjoyD dn..

P.S : GRAD PARTY ULETS! =)
~~more logic games ha?~~

mish ko na kaung lahat. as in feeL ko naman parang koLej na ako!heheh..

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after my seventeenth day, ok naman. my batchmaTes are addicTed to daLiyu na, to thE point na, tAWagan na tLGa un. sALAmat dAd sa daLiyu. so ayUn, banaTan ng loGic during bREak sa gitna ng quADra, biG circLE pa tLGa. hehehe..

ngayon, i kinDa feeL bAD tLGa. AM noT sicK, siguRo mejo napapaisip nanamAn ako ng mgA bagAy baGay. i mEan, eWAn ko lng ngEm, bSTa. heRe comEs the weiRd feeLing aGain..
anyway, itutuLog ko nLg, mwAwaLa dn 'tOh!

=(

2006-11-15T12:53:00.000+08:00

I'm trying not to make a madrama entry here sa blog ko, ngem.. inevitable na saakin
un. hehehe.. bakit ba? eh inevitable ka din naman sa pagiging makulit at sutil. hahahahha.
peace pu! =) anyhu, tomorrow's gonna be a big day for me. Another year to grow. hay. 17 na ako. yes pare, 17! =) sebentin nako't 4'10 parin ako. iLantad ba ang height? para di naman maxadong madrama! =)

I feel so special, lalo na kaninang umaga, kase, pagdating ko skul, nung fall-in, kinanthan ako. e dba usually my guards kA? sinayawan pu aku ni tantan ng sexy dance. ang laswa pakinggan, pero kung nakita nyu, matatawa kau talga. harap pa un ng mga aspirants. kababain sabi nga ni tanee, ngem para sakin namn daw. hahha =) Sumunod tinawag ako ni ralph sa platoon ng cadets, aba at grineet ako.. tas narinig ko kinakantahan din ako ng mga cadettes. at tlgang natuwa pa ako. Come break ng umaga, seniors from the sci class were greetng me na. Pati ung mga least kong inexpek na mag greet saakin. Since wala si Aubs at Pauline na ksama ko magbreak, dunno y, sumali ako sa group nila rozbel, mga science class. Tas, kinantahan pa ako. at, uulitin ko, natuwa naman ako. =)

Calculus class namin, biglang nag ring ung bell. eh, 11:30 palang un. Nagtaka kameng lahat, un pla, call un para sa assembly sa gym. Few reminders daw. Walang kLase bukas (QUIRINO DAY)... err.. alam ko na un. =) nagulat ang lahat nung sinabi ni sister half day kame ngayon dahil sa institutional meeting. At ako, tuwang tuwa talga. Si pauline, sinigaw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARNEE, tas lahat nagtinginan. wah =)

Paglabas ko ng gym, I saw ria, she hugged me lang tas umuwe na siya. It's been a long time na, nahug nya ko, nakausap ko sha. kahit na mgkatabi ang classrooms namen. Next nakita ko si lala, hugged her.. kissed her, tas she greeted me.

This birthday would be different. Aside from the fact na, al be celebrating it with my officers last year and sa manila ako magcelebrate. It's different kase, i'm single.

Last Monday daw, twas visible sa itsura ko, sa buong ako, na masaya ako. And honestly, I have never felt that the past years. I was preoccupied kase talaga. I was worrying for others, na talgang hindi ko inisip sarili ko. BLOOMING daw ako. It's not because of someone na love ko na as in LOVE talga,.maybe it's all because, I know, I deserve to be happy din. Na this time, it's my turn to make myself happy, na hindi ung ako ang nagiisip how to make other people happy. Someone made me realize that there's more to life talga than indulging myself to somethng, w/c i thought for years, that would make me happy din.

eion. thanks eirAed, thanks sweeties for making me uber happy. =)

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY,
Marnee! =)

//edited~~16:28pm

yeh pareh! wala ako magawa.. makikita nyu rin sa pics.. ang weird.. hahha..

more pics

2006-11-12T19:44:00.000+08:00

MIXED EMOTIONS

I feel so different the past few days talaga. May oras nalang na masaya ko, tas biglang mapapisip and all. Ngem, I know, more of it eh happiness talga. I've never been this happy talaga, namimiss ko rin ung buhay ng committed ngem, sobrang nag eenjoy ako sa pag ka sinGle ko. enaf said.

I was with corinne and caselyn a while ago. We went sa NBS, buy some stuff tas, go to sin ful, decorate chuvaness, eh nagkataon na family day ng third year students. ok ba mga adings? masaya ba? balita ku madame daw lechon ah?heheheh =) Saw daddy cusome nga pla dun, at napakaway pa ako. heheh =) so ayun, after dat, mga 4pm ba un o 330? umuwe na kame.

Went sa beach nga pla, wala lang.. chill.. sayang nga e, walang lantaran. hehehe. =) was with my friend. kulitan, asaran lang. kase bukas, adda man klasen! hayy.

COUNTDOWN:

4 more days.. heheh.. =)

PICS:

2006-11-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

Grade II level family day..

We attended my bro's family day. As usaual, Pe BEnito girls lang ulet andun. yes.. meron nanaman ateh ko.. yehey! masaya. bumalik kame sa pag ka bata.. si tita tina rosales, kasama ko mag invade ng chokoleit fountain. games games, churva mga ganun.. hhehe =) TAs, my one part na, nagpatugtog sila ng music, ung sa hercules, tas iyakan kame. nagbigay ung mga kids ng letter sa parents.. hahha. =)
after nun, nagsilabasan ung mga mascots.. aba! wala kameng patawad ng ate ko.. hahaha..

family day pics -- click!

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Lastnyt, my mum started decorating luisa na.. simple yet nice.. kulang pa actually. ngem, ok na,.,heheh.

design -- click!

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Ang non sense.. for the sake of posting lang.. hahha

enjoy!

2006-11-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

Thank God it's friday! =))

count down.. 6more days to go! yahoo..

por da pers tym, i wont be celebrating my day here in vigan..

sisihin ang mga entrance xams. i want to spend it naman with new people..

my cukoo family siguro.. hehe, bonding ha? aL let u noe pu, have to fynalize ebrytng na..

........................................

I don't know what's happening na talga sakin. dis was my worst week tlga. I mean, monday, late aku sa umaga, tuesday, nag absent ako.. wednesday, pumapasaway nako sa class, nagali pa si mam villegas samin. thursday, hindi ako umatend ng club, kasi, tinuruan ko ng sayaw ung mga pupuntang thailand, tas, nalaman ko kuhanan pala ng cards ng kapatid ko, so pumunta ko grade school, tas, ako pa incharge sa payment ng name cloth. friday, handled the aspirants, went sa skul 10mins before 6, iisang CADETTE aspirant ang naglilinis. haneps. ayun, nagaral nlg muna ko ng p6, only to find out, masesermonan lang kame ni sister, hul port year, dahil sa CAT uniforms.. na di daw kame disciplined. hayys. tas come lunch break, na late ako . pesteng trafik. ayoko na nga magdryv!hahaha.. =) tas comp class namen, no book no entry. walang comp class mga ibang sekyons, no choice, naiwan ako sa classrum, ngem akala ni sir alv, ayoko lng pumunta, CUTTING CLASSES na daw kame!hayy.. ewan ko. ang labo. ngem, masaya naman ako. kasi, pinapasaya ako. nino? ni papa red. sinu ba papa red?aynako!
=))

2006-11-08T12:37:00.000+08:00

shex.. i hate dis feeling..
am naprapraning..

let's wait ...
al wait...

other than that,

something bad (SAD??) will happen...
i noe.. i noe.. i noe..
errrssshhh..
amshur amshur..

me soooooooo happy..
noe y? noe y?
kase, let's bring bak da past manen..

not me not me..
them,, them..

knew it knew it..

hahahhaha

yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! =)

cge cge.. pasok naku.. =)

I must forgive you
You must forgive me too
If we wanna try to put things back
The way they used to be
'cause there's no sense in going over and over
The same things as before
So let's not bring the past up anymore

EDITTED: 11/08/06~~ 18:24

I miss my manang badly na. manang as in, ate ko.. I call her manang, hehhe. =)
umuwe na siya kagabi. ughh.. namimiss ko ung mga blames, sagutan, irapan.. bsta ung mga petty aways. I miss her kwentos about her life, mga "I SAID!", "SHALAN!" kwentos nea. basta ,, i miss her so much na. siya rin lang naman kasi napgoopenan ko ng mga prospects ko. well, prospect lang gayam. hahaha.
=) so cge na, naalala ko lang siya. share share. =)

bak to skul bak to skul

2006-11-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

ay grabe.. san ka pa? bak to skul bak to skuL.. wah,, byebye to puyat days.. byebye to tex tex ol day.. wahh.. al miss ebrythng.. lupet.. hehehe..

so obyusly, napaka drama ng last entry ko.. kuston,, hahah!! =)

anyways, 11/04/06-- 730pm

We went sa bahay ng tita ko, birthday nea, tas celeb 4 christening ng 3rd baby nea. Ang ganda ng place, buti nga dipa umuulan nung tym na un.. heheh.. anyhu, so aun, acoustic night, haha.. may parang juris and chin sila na kumakanta.. hahah.. baby boy kaya motif e, green and blue.. ayun, da fud was great, buti gumana ung chokoleit fountain. sarap sarap. nung tym na un, laku sa mud lumamon.. i mean, bothered nak pay la gamin dejay nga tym. hahah =) so ayun, tas as expekted, umulan na.. not that hard naman, drizzle lang.. hehehe.. ngem, kame nila mum, aunt gilda, ate iesse, tita germy, and tita sipin went up na, sa bahay ng celebrant. funny thing is, mga naiwan sa baba, mga senior citizens,, nag payong nlang sila, kasi hassle pang umakyat,, wahahah!! =) may naka umbrella nga ng with ears eh, al post the pics laterr.. =) so ayun, nung mejo, wala na ulan, nagsalita na ung celebrant about her baby, miguel marion.. so nice the talk.. hehe.. so after rin nun, umuwe na kame, kiss kiss sa mga relatives, tas babayu na.. heheh..

pics:

Yang mga last pictures, owell, ang mga babae sa pe benito family.. hehehe.. obyus na obyus ang pinaka maganda.. hahaa!! =))

11/05/06

We went sa church, kameng mga babae nanaman,
o tapos bonding bonding nalang muna.
tawa kame ng taw a ni ate, e
wan ko bakit.hahah. tas kanta rin kame
ng kanta, anggulo nga namin e
.. e bakit ba? heheh.. after ng mass, uwe na
sa bahay, kamusta naman ang world war?
hahaha.. person al na 'to.
hehe.. di ko na ishare. ehhe..
nga pla, about 2pm, leandro was sitting s
a sala namen, surprised,ngem we
talked lang.. err. umuwe na siya ng gabi rin.
4pm nga pala went to SCA beach, ta
mbay lang, heheh. tapos lam nyu ba,
hihihihih, may couple,
lantaran!!

11/06/06

Classes nanaman. yes, monday na monday, late ako. e sa magaling ako gumawa ng rason, excused ako. hehehe.. ayos nga e, lesson lesson, tas pag dating ng filipino/social, palitan ng upuan tas chismax na with caloi, lala and caselyn. hahah.. nakakatuwa. yess pare, di na ko umiiyak habng nagkwekwento.. aherm. i used to. hehe =) sa hapon, as usual, training ng aspirancy, tas minit kame ni sir rob about sa ranks. nyay? anu kaya sakin?hihihi. =) so ayun, heheh.. kasabay ko pala umuwe si kuya cha.. nag offer eh, edi go naman ako. hahha.. close kami luku. hahah =) wag naman maintriga. may liniligawan ung tao. hehehe =)) peace.

11/07/06

kamusta naman ang pag aabsent ko? obyusly, nagbloblog nanaman ako. de, death aniv kase ng papa goying. so ayun, may mass tas kainan sa bahay. di narin ako pumask ng hapon, kasi pnta daw kame narv, e di naman natuloy. e may miting nnaman sana kay ser rob ngaun. ranks na, ranks na..wahh!! hehehe =)

***kahapon narealize namin, 5months nalang pala,gragraduate na kme. anu ba yan? hayyss. ayoko pa mag colej, ayoko.. hahha. grabe,dame entrance exam ngaung nov. beda at SPUM.. tas december, jampacked. errsshh. sa dec 15-18 na daw 3rd qua. masaya. atleast before xmas break, para naman makapag enjoy noh! heheh =)

ocge na. cge na. babayers! =))

"You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you."

bibigay nako...

2006-11-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Airport.bente syete.candy.lil ghetto.all my love.passenger seat.myx.driving lessons.surprises.yaya sa summer training.being my driver.patience.shawarma.ateneo cheer.ust shirt.painting.letters.taco bell.timezone.adLib.gateway.g4.727.leanee.hK.

thanks for everything babyh boy! 'till we meet again. gudLAk and godbLEss.

All is well and done.

I now stand up for myself, thanks sa lahat ng sumasalo sakin.

this is the right time to thank the person who saved me from drowning.

CUSOME

-- Out of ur busy sked sa manila, u took time to ask your daughter. I appreciated the effort, right then and there, I know, sayo ko pwedeng ilabas and all. Alam mong iniwan ako sa ere ni yum, i told u i was preoccupied. You never left me, you never did.

Thank you so much! I will miss you.

CURTY

-- Twas too late nung may nalaman kana mum, sorry wasnt able to share. 'di ko lam gamit mung number.. but you know what? it fiLs so gud na nashaRe ko din sau, thanks for being there. I can feel the presence.

Thanks to you both, and you know , andito parin ako for you both; mum and dad. Hope to be with you both on my day. Love you! and gudLAk.

bibigay nako..

Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head... i miss you!

2006-11-04T17:03:00.000+08:00

Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head... i miss you!

So ok na my gising, dadi jox woke me up around 5:30am for my ustet, i think 'di kasi siya natulog. ewan ko lang. Ayos, hndi man lang ako kinakabahan.. Hindi man lang ako nagrebyew ng siryoso, maybe because, kahit sa pa man ako mag test, ang choice ko lang naman tlga eh, SPUniversities (Qc and Mla) or San Beda. ERrr. Gusto ko mag psych, err.. bahaLA na.. So yun, went to king's place to pik him up tas direcho na kami school, so aun, as usual, mga kasama ko sa UPCAT, nandun parin. pati mga seminarians. =) hehe. anywho, aun na nga.. sabi nila 7am ang start, nag umpisa na kami past 8. tskkk. anu ba yan. hay nako. so ok, (saLamax nga pLa sa mgA naG gudLAk), grabe, madaLi ung math niLA, deEp naman ung engLish, tas SciEnce, ok naMan. so ok, nga pLA, ka bLOk ko si pauLine, kaLikod ko pa. asTig.=) angguLo tLga namin. pati nga pla si Aea, hahah.. diba girL??=) aftER dat na, went out with somEone So cLos to me. 'di ko na imemensyon naMe nea, bsTa ganun. ok namAn, gumuLo nanga Lng lahat dahiL sa tampuhan. waAa! pinaLaLa ko pa kasi. oo, may kasaLanan din ako dun! =(

i miss yu na pare, lam mo kung sino ka. malayo namang mabasa mu 'to, ngem, bsta, miss na kita. sorry na. di nanaman tayu magkikita. sorry tLga.

ISA..2..3..4!

F**k you you hoe, I don't want you back

2006-11-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

what's with the tiTle? er.. waLA lang.. kinuha ko lnG sa song yan.. maguLo daw ako kaTexT? aba pasenxa, u crosseD my mind sabi ko.. hehehHe.. naaLala po kiTa, was thinking of you.. hehehhe =) anyhu, anyhow.. nakakapagod tLga mgkwntu ng lablayp.. ngkwento nanaman aku kay mumy dear.. heheh =) let's keep dat nLG mum ha? heheh.. dika na ma o OMG nyean.. =) Grabe, watta new experience sa driving kanina.. Borrowed the inova kasi, wala lang, pasyaL pasyaL (hmmm?), tas, manang textEd me nangA na sundo ko na daw siLA, at aba! linakasan ang buhos ng uLAn, at sobrang diLim na.. grabe, walA akong makita. as in. sobrang hirap magdrive. gabi pa man din. swear. I survived din naman, buti nLg.. atleAst adda idEa kon.. heheh.. uy pare, saLAmat sa pag-aLalay sakin.. **Wink** USTET na bukas, at anu ang ginagawa ko? sbe nga ni ~~ jenkins: no rebyew, stok knwledge! ~~cusome: tskk tskk.. beri bad ~~pau:wah! onga noh. ~~pauline suero: anung oras? hay! ~~jenkins last minute text: WAH GUYS NAWAWALA PERMIT KO! at ako naman? to the rescue.. "Got one pa brad, urs nalang" hay.. saving lives.. =) hyper bako? oo daw. hala. tskk.. nagguLo nak tLga.. shonGaers.. sige na. sige na. babuysh! =))

no use suLking.. got liFe to do! =))

vacation;undas;family reunion -- happy happy

2006-11-03T13:59:00.000+08:00

iono ha, ngem, basta, sobrang happy ako dis break.. aba! hahah.. kakatapos lang intrams namen, yehbah, over-all champs.. come cheering, pers pleys lang.. hayy.. nebermind, history repeats itself.. atleast, d losing breed.. hehhe =) anyway, pers day ng intrams, ayun, as uxual, parade.. nga pLa, pers taym ku nun mag parade w/ da cheerleaders, since pers year kase, sa band lang ako, aba di naman ako papayag na, kahit sa port year noh.. nah-ah! hehhe =)) anyways, ayun, ok naman.. masaya paLa, heheh.. kahit kagat ng ipis left eye ko.. heheh =) so after ng parade, opening ceremony tas DAnce sPort na. oh yeh! hehe.. galing gaLing ni jaja, guLAt lahat, no wondEr sila ang nanaLo.. daLa un lahat ni Ja, i know.. =) sa hapon naman, e aun, pers 5games ng bingo, dem, di man lang ako nanaLo! hahaha! T_T.. heheh.. oks lang un.. hihiih.. tas after dat, voleybol na.. ay naku, dun lang nman ako nageenjoy axuaLy.. hehe.. wala nakong boses, pero haLa, cge parin kami sa cheer.. panaLo kame girLs, ngem taLo sa boys.. Come second day, nag pa faCe paint ako.. weeeeee.. waLa lang, mohEr with witch hat sa right cheek tas sa left e Cuby with spider weB.. astEeg! =) heheh..

so aun, tas spent the day shouting nanaman,, kase obstacle and trakenpiLD ehh.. hehhe =)) dun Lng aman ako magaLng, mag chEer, daba dba daba???*wink*.. ang nonsense.. amboring kse, so ganun lng ngyre.. third day, cheering competition na.. buhay na buhay kme as in.. walang kaba, becos hnde lang ung trophy ang aim namin, it's to give our best, matalo man manalo, atleast, we enjoyed.. as in tawa lng kme ng tawa, pers performers nga e, inaalis namin ung kaba.. alam ko na, nafifiL ko na, simula nung nalaman naming facing the stage na, PATAY! sabi ko na.. mistake kasi e, 3days before nlg sinabe, but anyhu, ayoko ng ibalik, ayoko ng isisi, kongrats juniors, job weL done seniors! =)

OKTOBERPES ~~

Before ako punta sa heritage, dahil bday celeb rin ni pau suero, may partee rin tita ko, so yun, nal late ako. hnde ako uminom, just sat there, saw chiqui wd her kada, tas after 30mins. dad texted me na.. 'GOHOMNA' yan lagi.. walang pagababago..heheh =) so ayun, nag trike na ko pauwi, salamat nga pala sa pgsma sakin uwe ha?yuk. as if mababasa ng ksama ko toh.. hehe =)

bagyong paeng, anu ba? eheheh.. =) nga pla, may aspirancy na.. nakakailang.. pero masaya.. akalain nyu ba, may nagsalute kay mrs.rob?haneps. heheh =) share share.. aun, so, walang pasok nung 30 dahil ke PAENG, so akala ko pati 31 na.. 9am ko lng nalaman na may pasok paLa.. at naturaL, marnee kaw ba yaN? pumasok kapa ng hapon dahil sa mga aspirants?heheh.. dahiL nga bA sa KnLA? hmmmmmm.. heheheh .=) wag na kau mag isip, o kaya nama'y mag REACT! heehehe. =) so ayun, mga pugo, ang kyukyuT! hihihih.. pati ung kapatid ni dadi cusome, kyut.. hehhe=)

EDITED//: 11-03-06 .. 00:26am

nov.1 was held sa nrvacan.. i really like it therr ksi mdame kame, d best part was when sign of peace na, i think i kissed 20plus of my aunts and uncles.. plus the chikitings pa.. hehe. tas ang gusto ko pa dun, after ng mass, may fud na.. so reunion na tLGa un for us.. by 7pm, umuwe narn kami kse vgan cemetery naman, so ayun, kakaupo pLng namin, someone warned me lng through tex na uuLan at wag ako papauLAn, bGLa nLG bumuhos ung uLan.. so takbo kame sa loob ng church, gutom na kme so no choiz, takbo agad sa bahay.. nag decyd ung fam ko na eat nLg kame sa labas, so nag uno griLle nlg kame, so ayos, busog nnaMan ako tas went home, shower tas tuLog na.. kyLngan ko kasi maaga matuLog, bumabawi ako... napuyAt kasi ako.. read it ryt.. nagpupuyat nako! =) ngaun lng aman ulet,heheh.. problemado? nah..

EDITED//: 11-03-06 .. 13:36pm

nov.2 was held here naman sa vigan, kasi ung fam sa narvacan, the copiozo's turn to cme here.. host kame ng dinner. ayos, handaan. may frog pa.. sarap sarap, matagal ko ng rekwest un.. hihiih.. so ayun, bc bc kaming lahat, tas here comes the rain again, ang kj, mum was frustrated, wel wel, buti nlg masarap ung fud.. hehe. nageenjoy na lahat ng tao, bc naman kami sa pichurs and fud, bglang sumigaw ung kapatid ko, "ung 5 birds ko!" only to realize, patay, linagay pala namen ung birds sa garden, nagtinginan kameng mgakakapatid tas takbo agad to save the birds.. namatay na si hornee, ung flower horn fish namin na 4years old e xempe, wag namn sana sumund ung mga limang ibon.. hehe. so aun, safe sila ngem basang basa na.. nanginginig tLga.. as in.. errr..

... yan lang nman mga ngyyre sa buhay ko so far, first post ko pala dito sa new blog ko.. weeeeeeee.. blogspot nako! =) go go ORBY! =)

chige chige.. til next post.. =)

~~~~~no usE suLking, got life to do! =) 111689